I was looking through facebook and everyone’s status is them bitching about why Monday sucks.
I surprised Jay today by sending her a really pretty bouquet of flowers and lilies to her job. The card wrote, “just because…I like your face. Xoxo.” She called me and said that was the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for her before. I just did it to make her smile.
Its a Monday and I don’t think anything could wipe the smile off her face. So at least I know one person, besides myself, is happy today. =]
my mom and I were in a store looking at clothes and after picking up a pair of jeans I looked at my mom and said, “i need a trainer so i can lose weight in a healthy way” (mind you i meant get toned considering i am only 128 and ive been through anorexia).
her response was, “just throw up your food.”
i looked at her and thought, you cant be serious, while i chuckled a bit and said, “wait are you telling me to be bulimic?”
she said, “yea. that is much better than the weight you’ve put on eating food. Just dont ruin your teeth.”
i bit my tongue because we had already fought so much the night before, and i just came out being the bad guy. instead, i laid the jeans back down and walked away. sometimes when I realize how much Ive put up with, I wonder how im sane. i love my mom, but really?!
I feel like it has been a living nightmare (school wise). Next semester will be so much better. I’m going to be so busy…but busy doing things Im actually excited about.
and thennnn
GRADUATION!
and in the process of all of this I have been so terribly happy. I am so head over heels for my girlfriend and everything we are. Ive never felt like this about anyone. EVER. especially not consistently like this.
<3 J & K…JK…wow, im going to stop now
